`he drowns in his dreams
`an exquisite extreme i know
` he's as damned as he seems
`more heaven than a heart could hold
`and if i tried to save him
`my whole world would cave in
` just ain t right,
`baby, just ain t right..

`oh and i don t know
`i don t know what he's after
`but he's so beautiful
`such a beautiful disaster
`if i could hold on
`through the tears and the laughters
`would it be beautiful
`or just a beautiful disaster

Beautiful Disaster by Kelly Clarkson
She rawks my world (: natural and so not zi lian . WAHAHAS

School was nothing much but a bore. I had my composition test today. I wrote about my father molesting me. I know ): How er xin can i get right. I had no ideas. i only had 40 minutes to write. Then i just chiong lor. I hope i don t write out of point. -.- The marks would be `pretty' if i fail.

Today my contact lens dropped out twice. I had to rush to the toilet to put it back in. At one point of time, it was quite shrivelled up. BUT IT WAS A NEW PAIR, it was supposed to last me for 2 weeks. I just heck and placed it in. PAINNNNN, but later it was okay. (:

yesh. TOMORROW THERE FLOORBALL TRAINING.(:
I want a fatpipe stick. A new floorball stick. But i keep having this weird feeling that if i get a new stick, my current stick would get jealous. -.- YAH, i know. Stupid Childish thinking of mine. :l

i need to sleep now.
It is 11:34pm.